Your death will not be something beautiful and no one will romanticize about how that bullet went through your head, or what you thought about on your way down from the bridge. Your mother will cry, and that’s something you never wanted to cause. Don’t be selfish, don’t take your own life. It’s true no one else can say you, except you. Making the jump isn’t salvation, and that hand full of pills isn’t a release. It’s selfish, and you’re throwing away the chance to free yourself. So please, don’t do it. Don’t toss aside your life as if it’s disposable; it’s not something you can take back. Sure, there will be days where you won’t leave the bed, or eating will seem like too much of a feat, but those are also the days you know you’re most alive. Live long enough to experience the struggle of climbing the mountain, and then live longer to find out what’s at the top. It’ll be worth it, I swear.